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Ahh to be driven, intuitive & tenacious! One of the most educated because when you want something, you go after it. However, with your intense drive, when you crash, it's like a collision because your self sabotage is explosive. You've got to learn how to manage your emotions because your emotional outburst(s) creates setbacks & burns bridges that you need to fully succeed. Growing up in a household where emotions were overly regulated? Your mother may have been emotionally stifling even if she was supportive in other ways. Growing up in a household where feelings are not fully supported nor validated? Probably grew up in households that lacked empathy. Causing you to have poor emotional management when older, resulting in codependency when you trust someone, emotional instability & tantrums when upset. Essentially you are stuck in emotional infancy because you were never given the tools to develop & learn emotional regulation or healthy self soothing practices. You never had healthy examples of emotionally balanced people in your environment. Emotions were over or under done. Causing resentment to build up towards your family & creating an internal pressure that gets set off by the smallest trigger. When this happens, your resentment gets misplaced onto yourself or others, creating irrational responses that disrupt present day relationships & goals. You are blinded by your emotional trauma & can't see outside of it so you'll demonize the present day person or situation. The cycle will continue until you can acknowledge & process your anger towards your family for the emotional invalidation that you felt as a child. You can learn how to deal with emotions, which will help you manage your goals, reality & relationships as well as reaching your full potential.