Stay Open-Minded

I have such a hate & love relationship with people. Mainly because I'm naturally a giver & when I do things out of my own kindness, out of my own fuckin' mental & it isn't appreciated, it bothers me. Which, many a time, I have questioned. If I am naturally a giver, another's gratitude shouldn't matter. For I am GIVING. I suppose it's the jerks that are selfish that reach out. & because I give others the benefit of the doubt, I end up contemplating about the lack of humanity in this society I am exposed to, once said jerks end up disappointing me.

It's all a cycle. Just continuing to replay in my head. & I find myself constantly wondering how not to snap.