Can't Be Great

I'm drained. I don't know where my energy has been going. I haven't been taking care of myself. I get anxiety if I'm around too many people that are not on my frequency. I love when I am at "home". & I use quotations because there isn't one setting when I feel at home. When I feel very much in my element & am comfortable with whom is around to share that experience with me, if anyone. I don't discuss things with any of my peers. When I look forward to going to work it's because I miss conversing with people. I'll figure it out.