Felíz Día De Las Madres

I'm so depressed. & today is just not the time. I am too busy for this shit

 I don't even feel like crying & I just feel the tears all over my face. I feel like I can't talk to anyone.

I feel like others are too busy to deal with me. I want to talk to someone. I just don't know who.

You know, I've thought about those suicide prevention hotlines (I'd never do it), because I know they get paid to deal with people that can't deal with themselves but I feel like I would just make them kill themselves after a conversation with me.