I'm Back

• Don't ever make the effort to get out of your depth.

Now that I have the courage to look into my past, I find myself struggling to recollect all of the suppressed memories. & every "new" memory that makes it back to my present mind state seems to make me feel as if there is something wrong with me.

'Yet another revision.' This is what I seek. Daily.

& I still don't enjoy the process. At least I don't think that I do.

The reminders of where I am at now, are so few, yet once felt, make me weightless.
Makes my happiness soar far beyond what I can imagine to feel.