On It.

I fell off. I lost the little bit of stability I worked hard to achieve by being 'too nice'.

Overly generous.
Hospitable then a mothafucka.

Still don't know how I remain to give folks the benefit of the doubt. Even when I know better.
I suppose my hope reigns at times & I just think they'll get their shit together. But nawl. & I forgot what else I was gon say here so bye.