40, then 50

I don't want to tell you I've bawled my eyes out. I don't want to tell you I have cried myself to sleep. I don't want to tell you how much I desire you. I don't want to tell you how much I miss you. I don't want to tell you how much I need you in my life. Right now. I don't want to be impatient. I don't want to lose this. I don't want to lose you. I'll cry every single night with the moon's embrace if that meant I got to see you just one more time.

-a cool, strong ass palm tree.

:)