(dis)attachment
"Where did you go when you stopped smiling?"
I'm not exactly comfortable sharing where I go when you see that I'm pensive. I'm not sure why I still convince myself that the pain I have gone through is comforting. I have been revisiting it lately only to finish this project.. & i embrace the breakdowns now. & since I've been anticipating them, I have yet to drown by one.
Thank you, Shira Averbuch.
"curled up between each written line"
I'm not where you are. & you know that now. The respect remained intact. Realized that no matter how safe I feel with someone, it is still very much hard for me to accept my own vulnerability.I can't possibly still be afraid to commit to someone.
I'm not exactly comfortable sharing where I go when you see that I'm pensive. I'm not sure why I still convince myself that the pain I have gone through is comforting. I have been revisiting it lately only to finish this project.. & i embrace the breakdowns now. & since I've been anticipating them, I have yet to drown by one.
Thank you, Shira Averbuch.
"curled up between each written line"
I'm not where you are. & you know that now. The respect remained intact. Realized that no matter how safe I feel with someone, it is still very much hard for me to accept my own vulnerability.
