(Ab)use Me

Lately I've been protecting myself more all while having more courage to get close to more. I'm even more focused on myself now & I admire my target. It's incredible to see how far I have come (more often). I'm a lot happier & it is quite the effort to adapt to that consistency. For so long I've said out loud that I deserve the best. & now that I feel myself experiencing it, it's overwhelming. It's exciting to know that the best years of my life are ahead of me.