Owned.

I had a baby w/a sociopath. & because I will be dealing w/him for many more years to come, I can't help but think in a paranoid manner. But others have reassured me that I am not to blame for that. & that I handle it extremely well. None of that ever makes me feel better, however. It's draining! Frustrating to speak a certain way or else he will manipulate my words for his benefit. Sad & very unfair for me.