& they rise

I'm sorry you fell in love w/me. I'm sorry you care. I'm sorry you've invested in me. I'm sorry that I don't break down the walls to allow you to fully comprehend what exactly goes on inside my head. It's just so much. I don't even have the patience to dissect what each experience did to me. But it's time. It's time to nurture myself. I had to pause to finish that last sentence. I was thinking of the card I received today. What good timing.

These are when the insecurities rise. Higher than the confidence.

I have a lot of work to do. But this isn't news.

Now if only I could control my tears.