Slow

When I hear certain songs, the love inside is awakened. I think of him. & I long for him. & though he isn't the furthest away, he's not at my reach. But instead of getting down at the thought of not having him, I smile & think of how easy it is to be w/him. I have only felt this w/him. & him only. It's incredibly hopeful & it reminds me I still have it in me. The cause of my smile is pure memories. The simple encounters that turned out unforgettable.