A Peasant's Worship

On my spiritual flow, unstoppable. Thoughts of freedom will be revealed. Fantasies of mine will be published. & I will cause you harm. I used to find it meaningless when one would apologize for something before committing it. But I understand that now. Once you are aware of your strength(s), & the weakness of those around you.. It's just. I'm stronger than you. Always have been & always will be. I will get higher. The more distance between us as you sit right next to me is felt, the more painful it will be. For you. & you know it. But you're still here. There. Wherever. What matters is where I am. Is it in a good state? Have I reached serenity ?? Did I find paradise without you??? Again???? Damn.