(Missing) Link

You thought it would come easy.
Thought you could lose yourself & call on me & I'd be there.
Lies.
Lies you told me, lies I told you.
I couldn't hold onto you forever.
I don't even want to grow old w/you.
The hurt.
Oh, the pain.
Love won't help me forget.
Not yours.
Especially not mine.
As "AMAZING" as I am.
I'm only human.
& as you continue loving, it will continue to NOT affect me.
We're here.
I mean, we're HERE.
But thank God for reality.
I'M here.
& you're THERE.