Truth is.

I told him before. Told him how he's such a dope dude. Great friend. But sucks as a fckin bf. Just sucks. & swallows ;) Anywho. I was strong enough to reach out to him AFTER I told him to leave me alone. Doesn't make any sense, so far, right? Way I see it, I went all in AGAIN after sharing all my baggage & it didn't work out. Due to my impatience partly SO WHY CAN'T I KEEP THE FRIENDSHIP. I gotta lose that shit too? That was my logic in hitting send. Sue me.

I ain't got shit for ya.