'Goodnight'

That longing for another. I almost felt that today. *smirk* But I didn't. I'm so far gone. I'm almost proud of that shit, too. But man. I know, I KNOW that I don't want to end up alone. I used to feel so free. LOVING. without any barriers. Without any care in the world. No regard for young & old folk w/any opinion on choices I made. For now though, at 25, I'm finally okay w/it. I'm not searching & I'm not making myself available. When I'm ready for that compromise & sacrifice, he'll be ready too.