Insecurities

.. but what if he's, but what if he's the one?

Pickin' fights. Missing him. Insecure. Foolin' them.
Want to share. Won't open up. I'm sure he cares. I just close up.
Similar patterns. Mom & dem. I said I wouldn't. I'm just like them.
Desperation. Seeking change. It's at my reach. But I remain.
Stagnant growth. Moving forward. Be still. Feeling lower.

I'm doing better than I'm feeling.