Third

Never had a hard time communicating. Now that I have someone willing to wait for me to accept him as he's accepted me I want to turn away. Why? If this is what I've always wanted, always asked for, always prayed for. Why would I turn my back on this? An honorable man loves me. ME! & I'm making the poor choice of not appreciating him. Doesn't make any sense. Also, doesn't help that I'm in the condition that I'm in either. Get it together, Jenn. You know you wouldn't forgive yourself if you walk away from this.