".. tryin' to forget you."

Cruisin', listening to Joey (what's new) & my phone vibrates. My heart skips to see your name. [Wow. He's thinking of me. Wonder what he has to say. What could he miss? Dang. I miss him! I shouldn't though. I should shake him off my thoughts. Wish I could see that smile.] I inhale suddenly & realize it isn't you. I didn't even read the message. Just locked my phone & continued doing what you stopped doing. Thinking. Of us. Wanna close my eyes, tilt my head back & breathe as I turn my head side to side massaging my neck. I sigh thinking of your touch. Your gentle kisses.

All w/o love.
Or was that all there was?

TF was this anyway?