Relapse

Awe. Burnt. Classic. Deranged. Evil. Frantic. Grand. Hurt. Incredible. Jerked. Kryptonite. Loss. Maniac. Numerous. Obscure. Played. Queer. Ransacked. Stupid. Tragedy. Unbelievable. Violent. Wonder. X. Yuck. Zen.

Lack of self control has me disgusted. Must change. & keep living sober. No more "breaks."

Pressure, leave me alone.
Pain, let's work together.
Help, where are you?
Hope, why'd you let go?

I'll BE fine.

*my previous post (before it all happened), couldn't be any more accurate.