Woman, Feed Me!

I saw this tonight (finally) & absolutely loved it!

Not Having Him Around

It gets lonely. Things are hard. Every day without him drags on & there isn't much that can make her happy. There's a few distractions that make the time pass on a bit faster. Yet. She can't rely on them for too long. See, she longs for him. Longs for his kiss, his touch, his embrace. If she could just have a few moments to look into his eyes, feel his face..

The wait is dreadful. Unthought of when he's finally in her presence. All that matters is him. The worries of the world don't matter & I feel free.

Sometimes I look back & wonder what it was that kept me going. When you find the ONE that can satisfy your everything simultaneously, you wonder. You begin to ask yourself what your inspiration was. Did it exist? Or was it him?

Was it.. Love?

Gobble Gobble

Can you imagine live turkeys running around while you eat?



Yummy. Andrew loved the ham.


I luh'd the mashed taters.


Carlos demolished the stuffing.


I attacked the potatoes/string beans. I didn't have gravy.




MY plate NOT yours.




I didn't get to eat last year with my lil fam & Andrew was at his father's. This time, we were all together & I got to say: it was great. In other news, I'm pretty excited to see what tv my brother gets tomorrow on Black Friday.

The Root

Hey I wrote this long ass post about anger. & it isn't under my drafts. So fuck me.

22 months

You ain't never met Martin Luther the King!
Joe Louis was 135 years old!



Just let it shine through!




Give a hand to my band Sexual Chocolate!







& when I say he has his own money baby I mean the boy has got his own money!




Remember to sow your royal oats.




A-ha!!



P.S. Fuck BET.

Back In Business

So guess who got an iPhone? *points to self* this guy!!

Acquired

I like the purple better. But my bro will still look good.

Happy Birthday Dad!

JLU

Dear Santa,

• all 3 seasons of Justice League Unlimited [throw in the two seasons of Justice League for good measure too if you like.]

Thanks.

Crazy You

i love you. all i want to do is be with you. being without you makes every part of my life's plot thin. distance will break us or do that other shit. what do they say.. "Make Us Stronger" [thanks Oso.] just. don't lose sight of what this is. what it has been. how great we are. how everything is better if you're by my side. unless it's Bow Wow, jerk music, or another Halloween movie.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

At the Moment

this is my fav song.

Lately

I've been having headaches, not sleeping well.. all while using the time awake to stress out, remain frustrated, just irritable. Things I want to do with my time aren't possible right now & my patience is wearing thin. I'm becoming angry again. I feel it.

"When you're in a better space, your mind is in a better place."

God, those words couldn't be more true at this time in my life. The worst part is no matter what I'm going through there's countless others going through worse while a handful of others are truly enjoying life.

I'm losing myself.
I'm fighting myself.

This will be my most difficult battle.

Love It

Better Together

'We'll sit beneath the mango tree now..'

Moondance

Ever been with someone you adored, kissed him in the middle of the street, looked up at the sky, saw the beautiful starry night.. then later realized he just wasn't that into you? Moving forward.

i saw part of August Rush before my tv tranformed into a huge middle finger & loved this (along with thousands of others).





'And I'm trying to please to the calling
Of your heart-strings that play soft and low
And all the night's magic seems to whisper and hush
And all the soft moonlight seems to shine in your blush'



*how bout them KRUSTY O'S??