Pleasant learning..

Daffodil means regard, rebirth, new beginnings, unrequited love, you're the only one, chivalry. And it's the birth flower of march!

October's flower is the Calendula

The latin name for the European Marigold was Calendula, which derives from the latin word Calendaae: "the first day of the month." The word has also been translated as "a little calender or little clock." The name was appropriate since the flower bloomed throughout the entire calendar year.

Common name for Calendula-Marigold is straightforward and translates as Mary's Gold; called that because they were considered the Virgin Mary's Flowers.

Like THE SUNFLOWER the Calendula blossoms following the sun as a result it has earned the nickname "sun's bride."

Meaning: winning grace.

*Information about the flowers courtesy of heARTacheMIXTAPE's research. Once again, thank you.

666

Last night I had another talk about religion, God and the antichrist. Oh, and this year's election.... ... .. .

Someone told me there were 666 different religions. Is this true? Do you know any information regarding any words on this post? Feel free to share, I'm seeking truth.

"I am always ready to learn although I do not always like to be taught." (Churchill)

At heart..

"You either die a hero... or you LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO SEE YOURSELF BECOME THE VILLAIN."

Sketch done by heARTacheMIXTAPE

Rush, Rush, Rush!

So I was hustlin' today to get to where I have to be and I decided to take my already made Cup O' Noodles with me on the road..

Couldn't help but feel the eyes on me but hey! What else am I supposed to do now that I can't use my phone?

O:-)

Benefit Concert

Someone named Ingrid Velasco wants to let you all know that they are having a benefit concert on July 25th at 8pm. If you are not able to show up you can lift them in prayer.

If any of you would like to donate money, you can mail checks, payable to First Southern Baptist, to:

First Southern Baptist Church
10010 Somerset Blvd.
Bellflower, CA 90706

[Be sure to indicate that it's for Peru Benefit].

Feel free to check out this video and spread the word.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EU-bFkk-jmA

Few Randoms

So I watched The Holiday, finally, and I thought it was a lovely movie.

I cried. And when I watched it the 2nd time with my mama she cried too.

Also someone decided to steal my radio from my car and the radio from my mom's car as well. So I'd say we better be more careful huh?

God, forgive them. For they know not what they do.

Yesterday I made plans to hit up Legoland on my off days with Andrew. That should be fun. Sometime in August I will go with my mom and my brothers. Disneyland is in that month too! :-)

Today while @ work, there was a butterfly that stopped near me, and it let me pet it. It was so incredible. It was beautiful too; can't explain the design of the wings but I do know it was different shades of brown with a very dark brown covering most surfaces.

I got home, and Andrew greeted me with the best kiss ever!

Blah Blah Blah I love Wall·E. and EVE

Gregory Benford and Elisabeth Malartre wrote an article today on the LA Times titled "'Wall-E's' world may not be so far away" and it's a shame that they couldn't get EVE's name right. It's cool if one person makes a mistake but here it was two people who couldn't figure out that when Wall·E says her name it SOUNDS like Eva but in actuality she's an Extraterrestrial Vegetation Evaluator. I don't think either of them saw the movie.

http://mobile.latimes.com/news.jsp?key=170389&full=1&rc=ent

Keep Me Company.

★ Finding myself [time helps mistakes I can learn from; I'm telling myself constantly that, that relationship died, for me to be born]

"Not even I could ignore: being alone is hard.
Find heaven in yourself and God." -Common

"I'm layin' in some heaven. Need a little company." -D'Angelo

"Can't imagine goin' through it, without soul music." -Common

I Know I'm Thee Conquering Lion

Certified 〆
Closer 〆
Beautiful 〆
Having Some Future 〆
Living Life 〆
Living Long 〆
Moving On 〆
Smiling 〆
Striving 〆

★ No longer staying home and listening to [my] blues.
☆ Discover how deep love can be.

"There's nothing sacred
Breathing hatred
We have to face it
No one can take it
And feel no pain" -Sade

"The Conquering Lion shall break every chain." ;-)

July 12....

So I met David Beckham and his son today.. In Carlsbad.

At Legoland.

I am unable to not smile at this moment.

Sir Beckham has got to be thee most handsome man I've ever met. And his son is so adorable.

Two Performances.

*intended for two different audiences

U wonder why ur lonely and why u find urself going through stages of happiness/completeness to only find yourself thinking, where's my one at? Well let me give u an answer u asshole. It's because u act like ur fine without anyone else so we look at you like, "who needs him?" Don't fuckin' wonder anymore. Don't reminisce. Don't remember what loves you've had and how tragic it is now because u have memories of an everlasting fantastic love. Give me a fuckin' break. Either enjoy being single and making money or put on a front like you have been doing. I'm sure every now and then you won't be able to fake it then you'll be wondering how I'M doing.

Well I'm surviving. That's how I'm doing. If I'm not contacting you, or telling u how I am, guess what? I'm not wondering how you are or what could've been. I'm trying to forget you and any kind of sacrifice I made for you, whether or not you knew what it is I did or didn't do. It's irrelevant now to give u what I've worked so hard to blossom after what I used to have was taken from me forcefully. That identity is gone and I don't miss it. Why not? Because u wanted it. When I had nothing, that's exactly what u saw in me. Nothing. Now u want to be beside me. Now u want to hear what I have to say. How? How do u want something from me when u don't even know who I am anymore? How could u miss me when u never liked who I was before?

Take a bow bitch.

My Condolences..

Rocky, founder of Benihanas died today, he was 69.

So if u haven't eaten at the very delicious Benihanas you should. Not cuz he died but cuz I said.

I always get Rocky's Choice. Cuz I loooove Steak and Chicken!

Wonderful World..

I've been down so low
People look at me and they know
They can tell something is wrong
Like I don't belong

Staring through a window
Standing outside, they're just too happy to care tonight
I want to be like them
But I'll mess it up again

I tripped on my way in
And got kicked outside, everybody saw...

Sometimes I feel so full of love
It just comes spilling out
It's uncomfortable to see
I give it away so easily
But if I had someone I would do anything
I'd never, never, ever let you feel alone
I won't I won't leave you, on your own
But who am I to dream?
Dreams are for fools, they let you down...

And I wish that I could make it better
I'd give anything for you to call me, or maybe just a little letter
Oh, we could start again

I got all the right clothes to wear
I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me
And I know that it's a wonderful world
When you're with me

-James Morrison-